Monday, May 08, 2006

Great news...

For those of you who have checked out my blog from when I began, you know how long I have been pursuing my divorce. Well, 5 years and 5 days later... it's done! Yipee!! I also found out that the contract I've been working on should be renewed. I have to still say "should be", but that's better news than some of my co-workers got on Friday.

I've been partying since Friday, came home today, slept for a few hours, now I'm wide awake... and don't really feel like doing what I need to get done for tomorrow.

I've quit and started smoking more times over the last 5 years than I care to count. Tonight, I did sign up for a program where I have to work through some things over the next 12 days so that my official quit date will be May 20. I'm kinda scared, kinda excited... I always said as soon as my divorce was official, that I would quit for real. The time has come, the time is now... (if you've ever read Dr. Seuss, you know the next line). Anyways, this blog will be an important part of the process, it gives me a "venue" if you will, a place to vent, and a place to work things through.