Out with the old...

I am willing to let go of the fact that I am not a simple woman; that I probably will never lead a simple life of meatloaf on Mondays and fried chicken on Thursdays.

If you move quickly enough in a pool of still water, anything on the surface will be drawn into contact with the moving body. My life is a series of events of one sort of contact or another... good and bad... while I always stay afloat, sometimes those around me struggle and splash about. I am too tired to continue to throw life preservers to those who should learn how to swim or at least float for their own survival...

Sigh... out with the old...

My place has morphed into my own once again. I love it. I am happy.

Merci Moments for 2009:
1. My health; 2 surgeries in the last 2 years and a clean bill of health... merci.
2. My mind; I am a Masters student and joyfully pursuing my academic and professional career...merci.
3. My resliency; I continue to live beyond surviving... merci.

Looking forward to the new... new year... new decade... new life alone with all those around me and happy.

Happy New Year! Cheers!

Single Again...

What a strange ride I've been on... a roller coaster, a merry-go-round, a ball-pit, a drop-of-doom...

Here I am, back on my hortus conclusus... my Sam's Muse... where to begin... ah...

Merci Moments... I am grateful for:
1. my new bed
2. volition
3. my strength

I missed this place. I will be posting more often for no other reason other than to hear my own words across the computer screen...